I've heard it said that I was born to be a leader.
I used to be very into that idea and therefore always sought out leadership positions and opportunities. I could list them, but that would be boring for you.
Well, since I left OCU I have been pretty nearly running from leadership positions - not because I don't think I'm capable of fulfilling them or because I hate responsibility. I run from them because I've recently decided that I don't want to be followed.
I have often heard it said that you're not a leader if you have no followers. Well, then that's where I want to be. I don't want people to follow me anywhere, I just want to help people do whatever they want or be a better version of themselves. And I don't know what that looks like.
Tonight, I went to a church service and LC.tv is trying to start a movement. They were asking leaders to step up...
...and this is the kind of thing that's right up my alley.
But I'm no longer into leading...
I don't know. I just want to "crawl 'til I can walk again, then run until I'm strong enough to jump, THEN I'll fly - y - y!"